Ibrahim "Abe" Suleyman Hur
April 2nd 1922 - July 25th 2010
My beloved Dad passed away suddenly on July 25th 2010.
The past three (almost four) weeks since Dad's death has hit me in a way I could never imagine possible.
This is a poem I wrote this afternoon. It expresses my pain in the best way I know how right now.
Dancing With Daddy
My heart feels like
It’s ready to burst.
I wish it would already;
Joining the millions of
Stars that reside in the night sky.
When will this pain end?
Where can I run to escape,
This.
Reality, is a bitch
And I stand here with empty arms.
I long to hug you, hold you, hear you;
But you now reside on my mantle.
No, it’s not you; the real “you”
Is gone, gone far away and untouchable,
Unreachable.
Lost, I feel so completely lost.
My compass is continually pointing north
And that’s where I want to go,
Up, out, away;
To you.
Daddy, you left my sight;
My ears no longer ring with your voice.
Gone too far, but still right here;
But I can’t hug you, hold you, hear you.
I miss you, I love you.
Come and take me in your arms,
Let us dance among the clouds;
Laughing, joking; Be-ing.
I await our waltz,
Daddy and daughter, forever.
It’s ready to burst.
I wish it would already;
Joining the millions of
Stars that reside in the night sky.
When will this pain end?
Where can I run to escape,
This.
Reality, is a bitch
And I stand here with empty arms.
I long to hug you, hold you, hear you;
But you now reside on my mantle.
No, it’s not you; the real “you”
Is gone, gone far away and untouchable,
Unreachable.
Lost, I feel so completely lost.
My compass is continually pointing north
And that’s where I want to go,
Up, out, away;
To you.
Daddy, you left my sight;
My ears no longer ring with your voice.
Gone too far, but still right here;
But I can’t hug you, hold you, hear you.
I miss you, I love you.
Come and take me in your arms,
Let us dance among the clouds;
Laughing, joking; Be-ing.
I await our waltz,
Daddy and daughter, forever.
